November

Heyy,
Ok, so its been a rough week. I have so much to do that it is driving me crazy, and my car keeps acting up and everybody expects so much from me. On top of that, I have to find a way to prove to Shawn that he keeps making the wrong judgement about me. He is always trying to read into my facial expressions and actions like they really express how I feel. One thing about me is that I don't really show my feelings through my expressions unless its for someone I like but other than that, I had my expressions most of the time. He said that I'm good and we cool but that could mean anything. I could have possibly lost the one good thing in my life but I'm working on getting him back so I'm gonna try not to make a big deal out of it until he officially tells me its not gonna work. It's like he doubts us before anything happens and he automatically thinks the worse. I admit, I do that too but than I think about how we make each other feel and I just forget about it or i confront him about it. I still get butterflies everytime I'm around him and I've been with him for awhile now. Anyways, hopefully this is my last unintentional screw up and I can make things right. It's time for me to be on my woman status and stop acting like a little kid.

Signed,

Reese