a smoking gun

Your the only one I love, the only man I know that I can trust and if I ever should need you I know you'll come. Ready to kill a with a smoking gun. I never really like Jazmine Sullivan but I liked that song. I met my boyfriend and decided to draw this picture. He is teaching me things that my parents didn't want me to learn because they wanted to protect me and keep me under their wings. Well I found someone special who I know will be there for me together or not and I'm happy for once in my life because I feel safe even in the streets.

It's a twin thing

So, since I didn't come in this world alone, why get a tatoo alone. Created a tatoo for me and my twin to get so we can have the same one right? Well, she decided not to get it but that didn't stop me. I got my tatoo and I love it because it's my own creation that I am proud to wear forever.

Like a rose

Like a rose, trampled on the ground. You took the fall, thought of me. Above all. Always think about the reason why you are living right now. So many times I've have questioned myself as to why am I hear, living this life I live and for what. I always remember even in my lowest times, when you think about what he did, why wouldn't you want to live to prove that he did not die in vain?

Getting bored

Yea, writing blogs are pretty boring. I mean, when I was in middle school I would always write in my little journal that I kept stashed away where noone knew where it was but I found better ways to relieve stress or just get some thoughts down. Usually I either draw a picture or write a song. In fact...that gives me an idea. Reese signing off lol.

FINALLY!!!!

I can't wait til January. I am finally moving out my parents house. I'm getting an apartment and it has a balcony. I can think of a lot of things I can do on that balcony (legal things of course). I have to start saving money so I can buy supplies for when I first move in. I am definitely taking off work that whole weekend just so I can stay in MY place all day long. I'm thinking about telling my parents where I'm moving to but I'm not sure if that's a good idea because then they will want to stop by 24/7 just to see what I'm doing. I mean, the whole reason I moved was to get away from them so why would I want them in my apartment everyday? Plus, I'm moving in with my boyfriend so I'm not sure how well they are going to take that. We are getting a 2 bedroom place though so it's not like we will be sleeping in the same room, well at least not all the time. Hahahahaha.

Journals

I'm soooooo behind on my journals that I have to write one for every dumb idea that pops in my head (sorry professor). I'm not use to doing journals and with my crazy schedule, I never have time for it. I guess I could have done it while I was stranded at my boyfriend's house but writing journals bore me (again, sorry professor.)

My day at work

So I got written up again for no reason. I called out because I was sick. At least I didn't call out for a dumb reason. I mean would you rather me come to work sick and infect all the customers and employees so you won't get any business at all??? I don't think so.

Life's a Struggle

I've been in the house for too long. No car, no one I can depend on, and my parents wonder why I stay at my boyfriends house half the time. At least there I can annoy someone who can't annoy me...sometimes.